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really, i am! my computer crashed about a month ago...... but i's back!

STOLEN FROM:
YOUR BOY SIDE:
[ ] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better then cats
[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x]you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] clothes shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool [mmm...... blood......]
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect football collecter cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] its kind of wierd to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue,purple, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL=7

---YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you love to shop
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower get dressed and make up [don't rush me >///< i'll get out of the damn shower when i'm done >\\\<]
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like
[ ] you like wearing dresses when you can
[ ] you like wearing body spray/purfume
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ]you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[ ]pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL=5

*standing there, blinks at you all* umm.....

yeah.... it's Easter....

i just got on to say i won't be on until later tonight and some tomorrow....

i only had a minute to get on when my parents left and before i got in the shower, so....

yeah...

*cough*.....

oh, i got a new look..... instead of dirty blonde hair, now..... more.... strawberry-blonde hair..... new clothes.... lighter stuff.... i wanted black hair and dark clothes, but.... my aunt who did my hair for me wouldn't do that.... and her and my one cousin picked out the clothes.... so.... i look lighter and less emo than i feel..... the darkness is less hidden.....

i just.... i don't know.... i want to hide it... and show it.... i want to get rid of it.... but let it show itself.... let it be known....

What the hell is going on?

Well, on Tuesdae I got a migraine, which knocked me out for the few daes after that. On Thursdae, I went to one hospital with the hopes that the meds there would be able to knock it out... No dice. Fridae I had a 'detox' dae, no meds, and the doctor said if I wasn't better, then to try another hospital that would have stronger meds. So that's what happened on Saturdae: Another hospital. Now it's Sundae, and luckily, after finding the right drugs, they were able to kick the stupid migraine. Right now I'm typing at a terminal inside the hospital... Feeling like someone is breething over my shoulder... The voices loud... It's a tad annoying. Hopefully I'll be discharged in a few hours... I won't be getting online after this journal and possibly a couple of comment replies though until I get home, which may not be until late. If it gets too late... No net anyway.

Anyway.... Yes, I'm alive, people. Still slightly in pain, but alive.